Author: lifeofapsychicshezaim

A born Psychic and a Spiritual Healer

Me-A Psychic Child and my protector, guide and life long companion Archangel Michael

Personal Diary : 2

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There are many reasons I wanted to write about my out of world experiences as a child… A very big reason is to inform people to be open to children with these abilities… to be more sensitive around these children because they are going through a lot that they themselves don’t understand, skepticism would be absolutely dangerous for these children… to encourage them to explore and navigate through under the guidance of a guide is very crucial.

So me… A little girl who could pick up another’s thoughts , know about events happening far away and even get a glimpse of future many a times and I had no clue!! I had no clue that my world extended beyond the five senses that I always had a sixth sense… Of course I was a loner as a child after my entire world had so much more to offer… I had many friends… I did not know that all of them were not from this physical plane… How would I?? Childhood for me, are happy memories… My family has a psychic lineage… my mom mostly accepted my trip…

The problem came a little later, when I hit puberty, till then my world was full of benevolent entities but suddenly I had these other entities… They made me uncomfortable… I did not want them around me… What was most disturbing was that I started realizing that these entities did not leave me when they were not welcome… I could sense aggression and desperation. Some of them were lost spirits looking for home or a place to rest, some wanted to send messages to their loved ones..

I would narrate an incident of that time; it shook me and made me question a lot about existence and my own helplessness. One day, I saw this man in my room, I could make out, he was around my dad’s age, my instant reaction was of annoyance, what was this strange man doing in my room, he made his intention clear quickly, he had died in an accident and he wanted me to go to his wife and pass on messages from him, what was bothersome was that he was not asking, it was not a request, he gave me no choice, I had to do this for him , I did try to get out of the situation also I had my severe limitations, I was a thirteen year old, who was never allowed to go anywhere, without adult supervision moreover I myself did not want to go to a strange address, luckily for me , in Delhi or maybe he came to me knowing that it was possible, he refused to accept any of my predicaments , he chased me , bullied me, to the point that I decided to bunk school , look for the address and do what he wanted me to do.. This was a risk by all means for a young girl but I had to get him off my back!!

I did manage to reach the house, the memory of that day, vivid in my mind still.. That nagging, uncomfortable feeling when his wife opened the door, she of course was first stunned and then furious, she refused to entertain me and threatened me .. In all of that… Standing at her door, I somehow managed to pass on messages to an unwilling recipient, I remember, the strange feeling, a sadness that engulfed me, on my way back… The good that came out of it was, I never saw that man again but this incident opened me to various lost ones seeking me, i was a young girl pursued now constantly… I shudder even now thinking.. Of me… at that age and what would have happened if he had not happened!

Though Angels are not limited by gender but I will address him as a masculine energy, Initially I saw a purple violet flame… A source of energy so beautiful… This purple violet flame had a sword, I would see him everywhere.. Following me, around me, I, to begin with was scared… Then by and by I realized that with this beautiful purple flame with a sword around me , these negative entities started disappearing… I always had a soothing feeling and i felt protected .. Well, I had seen enough to not question, so I asked, till then I could not garner enough courage to… Who are you? The purple violet flame with all its brightness replied – I am Michael…

For almost nine years after that, till I turned twenty two, I accepted my friend, my protector as Michael, I never even tried to find out beyond that and then I came to know that this magnificent presence around me is and was Archangel Michael, the most revered Angel in Jewish , Christian and Islamic scriptures, the only Archangel mentioned in the Old Testament.. When this massive knowledge dawned on me… I researched and then he was no longer a purple sword flame… My memory had formed him in all his glory… An angel so beautiful with huge wings and a shield and beyond words, unfathomable energy!! That’s how he came to me.

From here begins our story. This is how I wanted to introduce to you… My most loved protector, the kindest of all, in all his glory- Archangel Michael.

by Dr. Madhu Kotiya

Mind, body & Soul Doctor

http://www.indiatarot.com

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can be contacted at madhu@indiatarot.com

 

 

 

Client Diaries : Faith can move Mountains

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Client Diaries

Each interaction that i have had over the years with people who have come to me seeking help has left me humbled… Yes, I was a born healer, a born psychic but under the guidance of my Gurus… I have honed my gifts.

 I would like to share some of these stories with you all cause these are experiences I cherish.. not only was I able to give back this blessing bestowed on me but also for the reason that some of these cases had been very challenging and I had been successful in bringing a positive change .

For me, It’s the hope that people come to me with matters most… Lot of times when they have been let down then I am the only one left for them… That is quite a responsibility!!

This particular case came to me many years back… more than fifteen also please do understand that i have to keep the identities of the clients guarded… I keep a separate space for testimonials… Coming back to this… One fine day… This woman walks into my office, a pale shadow of a woman, very nervous, when she opened her mouth she was almost incoherent, I could make out.. She was highly qualified and yet there she was in that state… I realized that her entire being desired a baby… But it was not just that… She was not able to conceive and that had become an existential crisis for her.

She had eloped and married… as in Indian scenario, she was promptly disowned by her family and as the ways of the world go , the in laws were giving her hell for many years , the husband conveniently was mum to all her abuse , a mere spectator.

It is shocking but stands true even today that in this part of the world a child is the most important reason to hold a marriage.. a key to a woman’s future and security in this arrangement. She was discouraged to work and was then a dependant party… She had no money of her own and was in no position to pay me .. I always know the difference between aspirations and necessities and I knew that it was meant to be. She had come to the right place I decided to work on each issue individually… to my horror… I realized that her fallopian tubes were almost entirely blocked… Out of the two, one had hundred percent blockage, the other was ninety percent blocked, of course she had gotten all her medical test done and knew of her conditions… The options, for various reasons to her were nil and hence her idea of her life was in jeopardy.

I decided to go with the flow and started her healing… I worked on her each day and after three months or so… We decided to go for the tests… She was healed… her destiny and my blessings had worked in harmony and Voilà!!

Meanwhile… Our sessions together cleared lot of her blockages… She came into her being… Yes she conceived had a beautiful baby, now a grownup boy , a brilliant boy , i beam with pride too , his mother’s companion.. She took up a job… Is independent, to my delight!! I never bothered to ask her what she did with her in laws and the husband… All that matters is that she is happy and will raise a man with a spine because now she has a spine!!

By the end of it… It comes down to faith… I have always known that it’s faith that moves mountains… She came with that faith and I had to move mountains for her!!

by Dr. Madhu Kotiya

Mind, body & Soul Doctor

http://www.indiatarot.com

http://www.wiccaindia.com

can be contacted at madhu@indiatarot.com or Mobile: 9873283331

 

My first experience of Healing Hands

I have so many experiences that its very difficult to choose where to start. So I am sharing a prominent event happened in my life when I was just 8 years old. Its prominent for me as it changed something within me, for the first time I felt there is something different in me in comparison to others around me.

So, I use to live in a house where there were 2-3 other families were living as tenants and every family had kids of around my age. We all use to live like a big family together, sharing each others happiness and sorrows. Looking back, I feel it was such a good time as these days we mostly don’t even know who our neighbor are and who lives in the next floor in our building, life has become that busy. Well , one day the boy of my age whom I was friends with, fell ill and had very high fever. They called the doctor and got the treatment done but the fever was not going down, the parents were really worried. My mom was also sitting there rubbing his feet to relax him and the mother of the boy was putting cold water cloth band on the forehead. I was also getting as much worried as a child could be as I wasn’t understanding exactly how serious was this. And then I felt some sort of vibrations in my hands. The vibrations were so strong that my hands got warmer and warmer and at one point I actually felt my hands were getting pulled towards the sick boy. At the same time his mother went to the kitchen to change the cold water and something almost pushed me towards him. Unknowingly I kept my palms on his forehead and cheek, I strongly felt something flowing from my hands to his forehead. 2-3 minutes passed and then his mother came back and asked me what I am doing; I should go and rest at my home and should not stand here as I might also get fever from him. Then she sat near the boy and touched him. His fever was gone, all became happy and felt relieved feeling that finally medicines and prayers worked. At that time no one realized anything leaving me and my mother.

I did feel a little exhausted and my mom took me home. We did not talk for a couple of hours and then I broke the ice saying, “mamma , do you know what happened” . She nodded her head and said, you should not do it again, I m fearful that you have taken his fever on you and you are going to fall ill. And she kept on checking my fever for next 24 hours, which never came. I was born to heal and that I was my first healing, which just happened naturally.

by Dr. Madhu Kotiya

Mind, body & Soul Doctor

http://www.indiatarot.com

http://www.wiccaindia.com

can be contacted at madhu@indiatarot.com or Mobile: 9873283331

 

Life of a Psychic : Madhu Kotiya Shezaim

Living a Life, being psychic sounds very interesting to most of the people but for us it is more of a difficult one along with being exciting and always predictable as we know how the wheel of destiny is moving.

Most of the people say it is difficult to handle situations when they don’t have any idea that it is going to happen, its other way round for us because we most of the time know what is going to happen and also know that there is very less we can do to change some situations, its rather painful for us specially when we know a person will depart to heaven and nothing can be done to stop him/her.

I am starting this blog to let the world know my experiences with paranormal and occult. I will be writing my journey starting from the day I realized I am special (I was just 8 years old that time) to becoming a Spiritual/Paranormal Counselor, a healer professionally.

I hope everyone would like to read about this miraculous and unpredictable journey of a born Psychic, Madhu Kotiya Shezaim.