Personal Diary : 2
There are many reasons I wanted to write about my out of world experiences as a child… A very big reason is to inform people to be open to children with these abilities… to be more sensitive around these children because they are going through a lot that they themselves don’t understand, skepticism would be absolutely dangerous for these children… to encourage them to explore and navigate through under the guidance of a guide is very crucial.
So me… A little girl who could pick up another’s thoughts , know about events happening far away and even get a glimpse of future many a times and I had no clue!! I had no clue that my world extended beyond the five senses that I always had a sixth sense… Of course I was a loner as a child after my entire world had so much more to offer… I had many friends… I did not know that all of them were not from this physical plane… How would I?? Childhood for me, are happy memories… My family has a psychic lineage… my mom mostly accepted my trip…
The problem came a little later, when I hit puberty, till then my world was full of benevolent entities but suddenly I had these other entities… They made me uncomfortable… I did not want them around me… What was most disturbing was that I started realizing that these entities did not leave me when they were not welcome… I could sense aggression and desperation. Some of them were lost spirits looking for home or a place to rest, some wanted to send messages to their loved ones..
I would narrate an incident of that time; it shook me and made me question a lot about existence and my own helplessness. One day, I saw this man in my room, I could make out, he was around my dad’s age, my instant reaction was of annoyance, what was this strange man doing in my room, he made his intention clear quickly, he had died in an accident and he wanted me to go to his wife and pass on messages from him, what was bothersome was that he was not asking, it was not a request, he gave me no choice, I had to do this for him , I did try to get out of the situation also I had my severe limitations, I was a thirteen year old, who was never allowed to go anywhere, without adult supervision moreover I myself did not want to go to a strange address, luckily for me , in Delhi or maybe he came to me knowing that it was possible, he refused to accept any of my predicaments , he chased me , bullied me, to the point that I decided to bunk school , look for the address and do what he wanted me to do.. This was a risk by all means for a young girl but I had to get him off my back!!
I did manage to reach the house, the memory of that day, vivid in my mind still.. That nagging, uncomfortable feeling when his wife opened the door, she of course was first stunned and then furious, she refused to entertain me and threatened me .. In all of that… Standing at her door, I somehow managed to pass on messages to an unwilling recipient, I remember, the strange feeling, a sadness that engulfed me, on my way back… The good that came out of it was, I never saw that man again but this incident opened me to various lost ones seeking me, i was a young girl pursued now constantly… I shudder even now thinking.. Of me… at that age and what would have happened if he had not happened!
Though Angels are not limited by gender but I will address him as a masculine energy, Initially I saw a purple violet flame… A source of energy so beautiful… This purple violet flame had a sword, I would see him everywhere.. Following me, around me, I, to begin with was scared… Then by and by I realized that with this beautiful purple flame with a sword around me , these negative entities started disappearing… I always had a soothing feeling and i felt protected .. Well, I had seen enough to not question, so I asked, till then I could not garner enough courage to… Who are you? The purple violet flame with all its brightness replied – I am Michael…
For almost nine years after that, till I turned twenty two, I accepted my friend, my protector as Michael, I never even tried to find out beyond that and then I came to know that this magnificent presence around me is and was Archangel Michael, the most revered Angel in Jewish , Christian and Islamic scriptures, the only Archangel mentioned in the Old Testament.. When this massive knowledge dawned on me… I researched and then he was no longer a purple sword flame… My memory had formed him in all his glory… An angel so beautiful with huge wings and a shield and beyond words, unfathomable energy!! That’s how he came to me.
From here begins our story. This is how I wanted to introduce to you… My most loved protector, the kindest of all, in all his glory- Archangel Michael.
by Dr. Madhu Kotiya
Mind, body & Soul Doctor
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